Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Fireproof....The movie....Awesome

Lat night Hugh and I went and saw this movie and it was incredible. It was a wholesome movie with good values. Kirk Cameron is a husband in a bad marriage ready for divorce. His wife feels the same way. However, the husbands father asks him to wait 40 days and try something new. He agrees and starts to act different toward his wife even though his heart is not in it. After 20 days, he realizes with his father what is missing is a relationship with Yeshua. I won't spoil the ending, but it had all the theater patrons in tears.
There is a website www.fireproofyourmarriage.com where there is information to help couples from engaged to remarried to first timers. I went there and ordered a bible study. God can work wonders in all things.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

My week as a prisoner of war

Deprived of food, sleep, time away, and support was what happened on my so called week of rest. I was humiliated by people I loved and trusted. I am only human and was expected to be super-human. We dealt with one crisis after another and when one would stop another would begin. There was no time to take care of myself. No time to just scream. No time to get away from the chaos. I felt alone and scared. I felt like a captive. There were two other woman who lived through this with me. Had they not been there, I would probably gone completely insane.
I have had to go in for a psychiatric evaluation when this was over, and found out that I was just traumatized which brought back prior trauma.
I wonder how long this will last before I feel like myself again.

Saturday, September 20, 2008


I am so stressed right now that I cannot think straight. I am leaving to teach leadership skills to person with mental illness and I feel completely unprepared. I have not finished my power points, finished washing laundry let alone pack, don't have all the supplies ready for my workshops and over all just feel overwhelmed. I just don't have enough hours in a day.